Thursday, April 29, 2010

answer to a query...

Warm currents are warm currents...

I think our Todays are more 'complicated' than our Yesterday's... the more we know, the more we know to look for (good and bad) and maybe the more brilliant we are, the more severe the polarity of our shadows... I mean however great someone appears, their secrets will be that much more dark and harrowing.

...it may not be truth, just me pondering the fuckery of humanity...

I know some amazing people and the above statement seems true enough when I am thinking of them. I don't have an issue with people being as fucked up as they are amazing, I would just ask that everyone be honest about who they are.

In regards to whether or no I feel more or less fortunate to be 'without' a life partner... it would depend on the day. When my sisters are calling me in tears/rage/pain I feel grateful to be without. On other days when I let my mind wander outside of dutiful obligation and the days work, I might find some solace in a daydream about the Sun...

I dunno. I'm open to new adventures, but I don't know if I can promise "forever" to anyone... that seems unrealistic. Fa'eva? Fa'eva eva? That sounds like more time than is wise to promise...