Friday, February 29, 2008

don't follow anybody elses yellow brick road

Mother, Editor, Organizer/Activist, Business Owner, Art Teacher...not to mention my extracurriculars...

i literally have 7 jobs (3 of them are seeds)and only 1 givves me gold for my labor currently, but in order for them to all get done in the way that I love I have to plan for them all as if they are j.o.b.'s. some people see this as me being overworked and that I may not do enuf for self, yet I know that alot of the benefits are not tangables (i.e. money)...we gain so much wisdom when we pay attention and are able to receive jewels in so many different forms, making me feel rich by new standards... mine.

our qualified ways words and actions help us 2 transcend into new knowledge and thats planning for better ways words and actions... if were not living to be better every moment of this journey than were only being stagnant.

do you know what breeds in stagnant water?

I remember a while back me and a sister of mine had an argument and we went back and forth about "this cess pool" of gossip that was rotating around one point she said "this shit ain natural!" and I said " this cess pool is TOTALLy natural" and explained that when water (an attribute of wisdom) is stagnant ( not doing anything wise or beneficial) it breeds something else anyway.... Bacteria.

look some bacteria is beneficial, and its is derived in a different way than the putrid festering of swamps and lakes with no outlet to fresh moving waters and streams... but the bacteria I'm referring to will kill the things that live in it.

*** Random Side Note*** "natural" don't mean good for you... and that goes for food labeling fo sho! be very wary of how merchandising is not always good intentioned.

On the flip sometimes we have to go against what we are told is "natural" to find OUR nature. we don't all fit in a nice little package and we have to learn for ourselves that what path to follow or if we need to make our own.

long story short, make wise decisions about your way... you born a true you when you do this and then you can take this new awareness, receive information with fresh eyes and walk YOUR path as the best knower of self.

thats all I had to say today.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

baby elephants born ...

i was born on the 27th day.... so yeah its a day i allow self to get a lil self-centered and see how and if i'm in alignment with the divinity of the day i was physically born to this planet.

am i walking divinity and do my ways manifest life, whether in the form of ideas, actions, developments... physically, mentally and energetically?

there are most def things that could be improved upon and for the most part the answer is emphatically... YES

on the flip... been doin the knowledge to other peoples wisdom & divinity and what it borns... theres so many black, brown and yellow who are doin BIG things in the way of internal (r)evolution (i.e. nutrition) that i get hype and wanna ramble all day.

check out BY SEED & SOIL where they feature original (r)evolutionaries in the internal uprising.... oh and i happen to be the editor, so if you got good mental food to drop... let me know(ledge)

the reflection below is definitely how i identify sometimes... as elephants are associated to the matriarch and my name translated literally into "chief of the women".... altho some days I feel like I am still in an embryonic place with regard to my impact on my universe....

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

building Buildings!

... YO! it seems that you get it all at once or not at all.... no one cares about the specifics but just to let you know... with the good always come the not so good. Don't get me wrong, these days are mostly ethereal and the stuff of movies, but with it I know there are things I have to cut away or let dissolve and thats how you stay on the upswing...


wisdom and equality show you how to build up and destroy what you don't need.

I swear (not really) that I spend most of my days talking talkin talking or runnin hither and tither and planning and strategizing and meeting with who'sandwhat'shisname... because they see that I am 'bout my bidness...

no... don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that I'm the shit and I know what I'm doing all day every day... and absolutely there are a million and one ways that I could improve upon self (as I imagine we all could)... just saying the wisdom that I use based on the knowledge that has been presented me is in EFFECT!

the equality steps in when I have to talk to mr. or mrs. whosandwhatsyourname, when I know(ledge) that (s)he is so unalike me and my purpose. yeah... equality steps in and says "no judgement on them or you, just speak to them in the their language with your wisdom" and equality is inevitably always right (and exact).

so this is where building happens.... ooooohyes.... when your blahblah-ing and running hither and thither as the best knower of thisandthat and you run into equality and (s)he whispers in your ear that reminder....

then you get to build to be born... and on g.p. get to destroy a negative trait that lives in almost all ofus...which is the most fun to watch y'all... that's a promise.


Monday, February 25, 2008


2 + 5 = 7

math is good for everyone. it may be one of the few things in the universe thats absolute. these manifestations of math are older than the sun moon and stars and I won't argue them with anyone... you can try if you must but do the (k)now(ledge) first...

(2) wisdom (5) power (7) god

mix it with the soil from the garden and you get divine growth. sprouts that sparkle with jewels.

everyone can till the soil in the garden, and everyone will at some point enjoy some success at gardening blindly... but the vegetable nerd pays attention to the ways the seed and soil interact...knows how much water or how loosely or tight the soil likes to be packed... that plus the sun chlorophyllinatin my sprouts.... whew I'm in heaven.

ok look... let me try to speak in plain english (it's somethin I'm strivin to get better at) when you have wisdom of a thing, meaning when you have studied and observed and know with confidence that what your observing is truth, you then apply that to life... it don't have to b the garden (but everything is a metaphor for a garden isn't it?) when you use your natural abilities and understand ur use of tension, strength, and when and how it applies to the metaphorical garden.. you see who the divine originator is and how the divine originator makes everything else in the garden work.

that wasn't a very clear attempt of plain english was is... well plain english isn't all that fun to speak in.

the asiatic black man is god.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

me and the words in my head

... this is new for us (me and the words in my head).... words are bullshit as a matter of fact. meaning is always subject to subject matter and relative to space and so-called time. dictionaries are word prisons for eras. grammar is the opposite of freedom...... but... we like it....

vegetable nerd: one who enjoys the study of phytoentites and know(ledge)'s the secret life of plants. a.k.a. vegan guys and gals who actually like vegetables a.k.a. urban gardeners a.k.a. me.

mudslinger: one who plays with mud... be it ceramics or mudpies or the garden... (s)he will sling it at those who deserve it, and everyone deserves it at some point.